It’s okay to not feel anything right right. We don’t need to be happy, or sad, or nervous, or whatever right right. We’re not obligated to, right right. I mean, it’s fine to be neutral, right right.
I don’t get it. I mean I get why people are nervous and anxious and all when they are anticipating the results of their major examinations or stuff like that, but it’s also fine if I myself stay neutral, right right? Or is that something wrong, like a crime to not feel anything. And it’s not because I know I will do well or I will do well but it’s just because… just because.
Okay this is going to be short (or it already is) because I still don’t understand this part of the human psyche. So note to self: I’ll read up on it, someday.
Anyway it’s fine to just feel neutral, I assure myself. No need those sweaty palms, or palpitating heart, or racing thoughts. It’s also fine to just feel neutral if I get this unexpected results, where people would usually be jumping in joy, rushing to hug their friends and whatnot. It’s fine feeling neutral.